i’ve really messed up- i struggle with ED… and vie basically starved myself all week- i lost 6 lb in a week. but i feel so unhappy…. and hungry ALL the time… its like i just can’t escape my bad habits. I feel really awful. i know nobody ever reads this blog… but yeah just needed to vent somewhere….i don’t know why i do it either. I tell myself i can stop so it’s not a problem and I don’t take things to extremes, and usually i only lapse for a day or something. But its been a week of rice milk which i didn’t keep down- and tea. I had my first real meal today …. and i feel terrible. i’m typing to stop myself purging.

…..i hate this.

1. Strive for progress, not perfection. -Unknown

2. You want me to do something… tell me I can’t do it. -Maya Angelou

3. You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. -Wayne Gretzky

4. If you don’t make mistakes, you aren’t really trying. -Unknown

5. You live longer once you realize that any…

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